Saturday, February 22, 2020

Accident - Minor

Accident - Minor


Like other people with fibromyalgia I am in pain all the time. I really try hard not to complain every day but I hurt till I could cry every day. I still get up and go to work. This is my dream job. (Well aside from an astronaut. 😛)

Some how I hurt my foot. I don't know how. I am very careful of my feet. I step out of my recliner into my shoes. I step out of the shower into my shoes. It is actually funny because I never wore shoes as a teenager or young adult.

Anyway my foot felt like razor blades were under it for days. Of course I decided it was getting gangrene because it hurt so bad. I would have to get my foot cut off and wouldn't be able to walk or drive at all. (It is my left foot not the one I drive with.)

My daughter took this picture. There are only two little red marks about the size of two gum balls.  It really hurt though. I finally had to take a sick day at work. I hardly ever take sick days.

The only thing I can figure is the fibromyalgia multiplied the pain from the two little raw spots. Then the stress of being in pain for so many years now made me anxious.

My daughter is helping me clean it and dress it. I can't really see it myself so this is a huge help.  I need to remember that even the slightest accident will cause me to feel pain beyond what is reasonable though. I knew that but I suppose I forgot.

Mylinda

Wednesday, February 12, 2020

Moving

Moving



We moved again. This is the second time in 5 years. Of course my fibromyalgia flares befor, during, and after moving. I needed a house bad the first time. It was really a terrible house though. I told the landlord to tear it down to the ground. He laughed but I tried to tell him.

There are less stairs at the new house. Even though there were only three steps in and two steps from the livingroom to the kitchen at the old house those steps gave me pain. So less steps at the new house is good.

It is just so hard to explain to other people who don't have fibromyalgia. I sleep in a recliner due to my sleep apnea. The recliner sits differently at this house which makes me hurt. The floors have different pitches that make me hurt. Even the toilet being in a different position makes me hurt.

The lymph nodes in my arms ard the size of 50 cent pieces... I am trying every trick I know to function in my family and work but this is a pretty bad flare. Unfortunately I think the long term answer will be time for my body to adjust.

Till next time,
Mylinda